态度

态度，态度。。。你在哪里？！

回来好不好

但愿绝望和无奈都能。。。远走高飞

为什么你到现在还不知道

小鱼他真的爱上你了

期待古代中的神话爱情

到最后却找到了张白纸

才发现

原来我只是个爱幻想的

痴情

鱼

 

 

Expected. ='(

LOL, someone is in love again...

Wow...really fast, faster than anyone haha...

Nothing can discuss about it...

been busy for the past few weeks, working at the same place still...it's quite bored~ but not choice, money come first...

Yesterday was my off day, went to shop with mum at noon and out with old friends at night too...

I was looking for a cheaper shoes which is below hundred but probably this shoes won't appear at THE SPRING this shopping mall...

Unfortunately i was there last night, at the end i found nothing!

and i don't know why this stupid thing can happened on us last night that is my friend's car tiok people kacau...don't let me know who is that person, i will give him a ''bicycle kick'' and let him never wake up...!

Sien...

this long long holiday, I WANNA STUDY!!! I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!

Chinese New Year is just around the corner and i still got a lot of things haven't buy yet...

after i get my salary at the end of this month, going to take out RM100 for mum be her ang pow, RM100 for repair sister's car, RM100 for buying a handbag to mum and RM100 for myself...

='(

guess not much money i can save for this month since everything needs a lot of expenses...

喜欢你

2009年我们认识了

2010年，我对你的感觉还是没有变

而你大概还是不懂我有这样的一颗心吧

就是那颗喜欢你的心

欣赏你的心

如果我是导演，你将会是我的女主角

这句话我好像对了身边的朋友说过了

我不是单纯的喜欢，不是单纯的欣赏， 更不只是单纯的暗恋

我不对你说我喜欢你

那是因为大家都没什么心里准备

现在对你说也不是时候

说实在的

我觉得我和你一点都不配

妳很聪明

很有性格

可惜

你不懂有一个人，他很懂得欣赏你的这些优点

我也许只能默默地等待着你的奇迹

你的奇迹对我可能是一道友谊的彩虹

可能是一片黑暗的天空

可能也会是我的最美的爱情

一切都在我的思念当中

Boring...!!!

Todayyyyyyyyyyy...

I'm just too bored...

Nothing to do at House of Love...whole day sitting inside the shop dreaming...

besides dreaming...also got looking for hundred of animals passed in front of my eyes...

So, everyday like this...nothing special, nothing happen too...

After Calvyn back, i simply made a small bat by using useless leather belt...looks so ugly but at least got something can play with...

A small bat, cool designed by fish...

Tomorrow will be a Nice Day...gonna sleep now, Good night everyone...Zzzz!

P/S: She is still the one i want for life
    
       She is still the one that i love
    
       She is the only one i always dream of
    
       Can't break with my heart...Can't die with my love...

GIFC 2010 1st Gathering

Yup, last night was our first gathering at 2010...and yesterday was Nico's birthday as well...

Happy Birthday to you NiCo~

Since he is not at Kuching now, small fish had planned a small gathering at McD in order to prevent memories lost...and of course it was my idea...

At first, i was so happy cuz Ellen is the first person who came so early about 7pm with her friends...but at the end due to some reasons she disappeared...Walao, can like this meh? =(

because of her absent, number of members from 9 turned 8..nvm lo

They're so good, wait for me until 930pm then we just walked to McD together from Tun Jugah...(I work till 930pm mah), long time didn't see each other, everyone looks so different and even their style also didn't change at all...only Alicia's hair become so white ki~

CBC - Calvyn - Hiroshi - KH - Audrey - Alicia - Lester - Anderson

CBC - Calvyn - Hiroshi - KH - Audrey - Alicia - Anderson - Lester

...thousand of hands...

Fish had just donated his blood few days ago...

cute and stupid topics always come from them...

...and i wanna tell all of you my blood type is confirm correct one, and my dad is O group mixed with my mum AB group so the result is A group...was my mistake cuz remember wrongly my mum's blood type...

I know Audrey did help me check it and post on my facebook wall...luckily i'm not from RUBBISH BIN...!!!

Sometimes i think how lucky i'm they're still around of me...if i'm really pop out from batu then GIFC is family also not bad...

By the way, i just bought my first formal shirt at Hock Lee just now...with my family!

hard to find a shirt nowadays suitable for me and the price please don't too ridiculous la...will try to look for a super expensive jacket at the Spring since i got my own pocket money now but only for that jacket can expensive...#@$%#$^...

P/S: I'm so satisfied with my life now that I don't have anything to wish for...!!! =) except $

Plan for Chinese New Year

Everyday got to work...

I feel tired already, prefer study more than working...even though study needs to do a lot of assignments and presentation...

I rather spend my to study than sitting at shop waiting for nothing...is very bored!

Yesterday my sales was RM0 but Calvyn was RM111.2 more than mine...No customers lo~ still got RM6060.30 i still need to achieve my target this month, hopefully i can...can achieve la...

Okay, for now i have planned out my limited budget...

Plan for Chinese New Year for 2010:

1-jacket RM150-RM200
2-T-shirts RM25-RM30
1-formal shirt RM70-RM90
1-shoes RM60-RM70
1-study bag RM80-RM90
1-bracelet RM10

Maximum total is RM490 while minimum total is RM345...

What bother me is i still can't get my salary for last year December...tauke nio delay la, how can i trust you oh...luckily i don't work for you anymore, your mouth is so so SWEET...

Tomorrow is last day can get the salary, if i still can't get mine...becareful your shop gonna rompak by fish le...

Erm...let's stop here...going to Tun Jugah now...

GIFC please come and visit House of Love...We're waiting~ ^^

House of Love

也许已经很难回头

如果要走，请你记得我

如果难过，请你忘记我

就算没有结果，我想我应该也能承受

First Day of 2010

First day of 2010, First day of work!

Everything is just started from zero, and it felt just like from hell has changed to heaven

the feeling of last day of 2009 and first day of 2010 is really different

Well, i had quit my job at hills shopping mall...luckily i still alive, cuz the job is only for undead

House of Leather instead...

with Calvyn and few of kindness friends, will quite enjoying and more freedom

and the commission is sharing one no matter who serve the customers

come on~! Calvyn helps me to hit the target liao~ ^^

I feel so happy...found a better job...even though i still need to learn a lot of things

...trying to store the experiences i has gained from French Gallery, they let me know how is the development of society, different people have different characteristics...

I will never never forget who treat me good and who didn't...

Anyway to everyone reading this, have a great year ahead as new year is the beginning for a better tomorrow

Jia You Anderson Small FiSH

Everyone is supporting you la...scare what!?

P/S: 今天和她在雨中共伞，很浪漫。。。我的手终于有人要动了~ 要珍惜

淋雨了。。。

昨晚我偷偷淋雨了。。。

雨很大

天很暗

好冷，第一次让我感觉到雨打在脸上，是很痛的

但心里更痛

不知道为了什么

我心很不好受，不好受

我觉得我成长了许多

思想也跟着改变了，我不想爱了

我怕了

我真的害怕了

我怕自己会去喜欢她，毕竟她对我那么好

我这条小鱼很容易心软，尤其是对感情

可是，我不能够~ 我不可以爱~

决定了就决定了

再过两天我就辞职

不可以再让我看到你

不可以让我自己堕入爱的地狱

第一次觉得

自己很坏

Thanks to Your Love

今天，她突然对我说她喜欢我

实在是突然

聊天当中就那么突然的来了一句

这好像是。。。 。。。

第一次会有女生这样主动的对我说

不过有太多的“理由”，那使我无法去接受她

其实我并没有她说得那么好

不懂她欣赏我那里

(=.=)

我应该不会去发展这短暂的爱情

更加没有结局

现在的我选择了另一条路

祝你幸福 - 谢谢你

My Life My Style

I'm still working at Hills Shopping mall...but probably is until 31 of December

After this year i might change my job...with my friend Calvyn selling those expensive luggage~

The reason why i stop my job is because i can't stand the environment and the tiger's face...luckily i didn't sign the contract for doing full time job, part time workers can leave anytime as long as you happy...lol...

Well..today is my off day, is my free time too...

I went to tHe Spring with my old friends...just like usual, but this time only 3 of us walking around at tHe Spring waiting for countdown of X'mas 2009

We even watched a terrible movie called...刺陵...it sucks...waste my money and waste my time, no head no tail how can i understand the story...can't forgive the stupid director~

forget about this...

before countdown...3 of us at outside of MBO...

after countdown at outside of tHe Spring...it was so so so cool, we were enjoying the X'mas songs and watching the fireworks...

I even saw Calvyn with his girl girl too...but not Ellen...

and this year, how pity i am...i only received a small present from HER

maybe just because i didn't celebrate X'mas so nobody wanna gives me presents...? no way...

How i hope tomorrow i woke up i can see a lot of presents appear in front of my eyes~

can just be a dream but make sure is lucid dream...means can control everything inside my dream

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone...Ho Ho Ho...

苦茶@寂寞

小鱼的日记

今天中午在A店工作，整间店就只有我一位男生

认识了一位“花枝招展”

过份~！ 她很像某某人的结合

还有一位“和蔼可亲”和几位女生

她们教得很快，但我学得更快

卖衣服的功夫我学了两成，与顾客沟通的技巧我学了四成

我不喜欢碰女生的衣服，所以我选择管男生的服装

国语很烂，只好用英语来应付马来顾客，有点紧张

下午，更换工作岗位到了B店

很讨厌B店咯，因为有只母老虎

老板在的时候她很假，老板走了她的老虎尾巴就出来了

她可以喊她饿，说她累，为什么我就不可以呢！？

我很讨厌这种人，超讨厌

好累

这几天都很苦，犹如苦茶那般的苦涩

永远没有人懂得别人的辛苦，寂寞

当有人安慰你说他懂得你的辛苦，了解你的寂寞

其实他只是把他自己内心的寂寞，的感受，说成是你的寂寞

自己的寂寞，自己最清楚

自己的辛苦，自己最了解

Hills has fish XD

An extra big X'mas tree at Pullman Hotel

My God!!! I thought my working place at Tun Jugah...so geram la...

There is always a thing would not happens as what you expected...Well, i'm working at Hills shopping mall second floor selling those super expensive clothes...

What a NICE job... ... ...!? First day of work damn busy, cannot relax, cannot enjoy, cannot do what i want to do means no freedom, plus no animals at all in this new building...unlike Calvyn can washes his eyes everyday~

Busy DaysS

A Random P0sT

Last night at Boulevard.

I love this small octopus so much, i promise i will buy you before Chinese new year to be my car's toy...You just wait for me lol

Anyway, tomorrow i will start my part time job at Tun Jugah...starting to get busy after today...

Maybe I'm just an ordinary shopkeeper but i don't mind then as long as the salary is high enough...

Everything, everything will start from zero very soon...

在你面前，我知道，我永远只是一颗流星    

感动你一时，感动不了你一世

小鱼儿。百问百答

百问百答

1.姓名： 黎川源
2.年龄： 19
3.性别： 男
4.自己的身高：160+++cm....
5.缺点：想太多，负面想法，对自己没有信心，还不够稳重
6.优点：会做好事，会帮助那些我想帮助的人，我常常觉得自己很幽默
7.自己的外号: 小鱼儿
8.英文名：Anderson

9.最喜欢的明星: WWE - Randy Orton
10.最喜欢的歌：以心情来决定
11.你的职业是？: 学生
12.皮肤颜色：肉色
13.现在几点了：12.00am
14.现在最想见的人：没有！！！
15.最喜欢的卡通人物：火影忍者
16.现在在干什麽: 上网啊~
17.脱了鞋之後的身高：。。。。
18. 一天最幸福的时候: 玩Dota和看美食节目
19.早上做的第一件事: 看看是什么早餐在桌子
20.现在感觉怎麽样：昏昏的
21.喜欢异性类型：和我聊得来，我认为可爱的可爱，我认为女人的女人
22.讨厌异性类型：利用人，不回简讯，不关心人
23.8年后的自己: 老了，不帅了
24.自己信的宗教？：佛
25.头型是：。。。。。
26.理想的恋人？：有女人味~
27.你饿了麽？：在减肥呢~
28.自己说的最气人的一句话：太多,想不起来...
29.喜欢的水果：只要不是榴莲！
30.现在最想说的一句话：几时才能做完问题啊~~~
41.愿望是什麽：想要有独一无二的爱情
42.家人：爸爸, 妈妈, 大姐，二姐，哥哥
43.最近花的钱是多少, 在什么? : 玩Dota和吃
44.心情怎麽样？：不是很好
45.痛苦的时候?: 寂寞
46.最常去的地方：the spring
47.最难过的时候：在乎的人不在乎我
48.最快乐的时候：和朋友一起度过整夜
49.最喜欢的动物：其实是萤火虫
50.酒量是？：一喝就会醉，差到爆~
51.最害怕：一失足成。。。
52.每天上洗手间的次数？：要看我的喝水量咯

53.尊敬的人？：拥有颗求知的心，努力的天才
54.幸运数字？：7
55.现在穿的衣服？：T, 短裤
56.觉得自己长相怎麽样？：不是很好看
57.自己最重要的东西：家人, 朋友, 电脑, 房间里的东西都是
58.有喜欢的人麽：有，但是想要没有了
59.喜欢的食物是：生鱼片
60.你名字的意思：属于水性，冰凉冷酷
61.自己见过最帅/美的人是？：很多!~
62.翘过课麽？？：当然...
63.想什麽时候结婚？：该结婚就结婚咯...不想太早
64.结婚后想生几个小孩？：最好是半打吧。。。6个。。。
65.最想去的地方：日本，新加坡
66.最喜欢的地方：大海地带
67.去KTV一定会唱的歌：童话
68.现在的天气：半夜阴
69.自己最满意自己哪个部位？：单眼皮，感谢妈妈的遗传
70.下辈子想做男的女的？：男人，不过要帅
71.现在想不想去厕所？：有点想啦~
72.想说的话：怎么办
73.如果死掉...：想控制灵魂千万别乱飞
74.最值得纪念的一天？：13-10-1990
75.睡觉的时间？：8小时以上
76.觉得自己帅么（漂亮）?：我觉得还好
77.喜欢衣服的品牌：不定
78.现在在你旁边有什麼？：手机
79.想死的时候?: 当已经没什么可以让我留恋的时候...
80.什麽时候最讨厌自己？：丢脸的时候
81.如果可以实现一个愿望...？：可以做我女友吗？
82.对於恋人有什麼感觉：就喜欢啊
83.自己一个人的时候会干什麽？：听歌, 上网，玩Dota
84.纾解压力的方式？：听歌, 练力
85.当自己伤害人之後：想太多
86.自己做的最後悔的事：多到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
87.哪裏的人？：马来西亚
88.喜欢的电视剧：Heroes
89.觉得自己是什麽样的人：不错的人(呵呵~)
90.现在想做的事：快点做完这些题目!
91.喜欢的花：蓝色的花
92.喜欢的颜色：紫色
93.自己的ID：4211588
94.自己做过最疯狂的事：想不起啦~
95.习惯：冲凉
96.当你跟别人打架：我会一拳给那个人变白痴

97.自己有多少卡？：游戏王卡我还有留着哦
98.真实的自己：影子模仿术
99.喜欢的运动：摔角，羽毛球
100.感言：完了，要睡觉了呢~

这就是我~

宅男的日子

Alright today i stay at home again...O.O...

Most of the time i rather spend my time at home by myself...i mean just only holidays~ And also limited entertainment we have here in Kuching so i rarely go out unless there are special occasions like friend's birthday, normal gathering and dota with those friends...if not everyday stay at HOME...

Ya, i know its so bored...

As i had mentioned on my previous post that i wanna find a job that can relax, can enjoy, can watch animals and got more freedom for me...Well, it will never happens if really like what i wanted~

Yesterday i followed kh and elrich went to the spring, hock lee and crown square looking for our job. At first, i did find a job at K box there but the stupid requirements they provided are NO off days during Chinese new year even first day and second day...=__=...lol, you give me triple salary i also don want la~

Okay, K box i don't want anymore...

What else...no more, i only interviewed one shop yesterday, then i waiting for nothing until now...if feels more like shopping than looking for a job...

HaizZz...jobless may causes no income, it means cut down on unnecessary expenses for me and save electricity usage. What bothers me is how to spend on essential stuffs and to differentiate between essential or not. Maybe is just like go to Kopitiam instead of Starbucks? Watch movie at home instead of going to MBO? Buy pirated DVDs instead of the originals DVDs? Or download for free instead...how could it be leh?

And...still got one thing i feel so so so so guilty...so so so X__X

I forgot is which night i accidentally rosak my dad's hard disk 80GB, inside still got a lot of important documents and pictures, my GOD! Last night i baru realize that, i think i'm gonna DIE soon if he knew his precious hard disk has broken~ and the person actually was me...>,<...

I wish all of these are just a nightmare and i need to wake up fast...bye!!!

A New Day

This holiday's plan is eat, play, sleep and WORK!? Our holiday is just too long...3 months what should i do?

It feels so damn long...let's enjoy our holidays!!!

Last night went to the spring watched a movie called " The Storm Warriors 2" also known as Wind & Cloud

Well, i would like to say this action movie is just too much actions and slow motions...it makes me feel more sleepy, about the story line it was okay okay only...and some of the bad guys didn't die okay...speechless to the ending~

Okay, lets talk about other things...I wanna find a job, a nice job can enjoy, can relax, and got more freedom for me, but probably not going to be...I'm still considering though~

If i can't found a job during this damn long holiday, my mum sure ask me to take care and play with those 2 kids at home, no way~ that's why... =(

Should i work at those places?...

Optical shop...?
K Box...?
Gas Online...?

I'm trying to dig out more choices but just realize that some of the shops do not hire the student like me... =(

But...before i found a job, i would like to play hard hard during this week. What else can i do...shopping, sing k, dreaming, climbing, swimming, watch movie again...

...and still waiting for my TLC on this Sunday~ will quite surprise if Sheamus won the table match but probability is 30% only since John Cena has much more experiences...plus he will never GIVE UP...

That's all for now...will update soon if got something special happens on me...lol...

小小的鱼缸，大大的世界 2

终于到了考完试的期间，放假咯！

。。。我自由了。。。

从今天开始不需要跑到图书馆学书

从今天开始不需要熬夜熬到发昏

从今天开始不需要给自己压力

从今天开始脱离了大学Sem1的苦海

从今天开始不用再看到某些小人了

可是，唯一让我有点舍不得的是又和一群朋友分开了

算了吧，这个Sem我的朋友真是少得可怜，寥寥无几

没有安全感，没有期望感，更加没有拥有感

愚蠢的鱼就只会闭上眼睛努力向前冲。。。。。啊。。。。。。！

话说昨天和Shito Miao去看电影，离别聚会吧~ "A Christmas Carol" MAX 3D

第一次看3D电影居然会“晕戏”，死咯~我这一辈子都不能看3D银幕的电影了。。。

20块飞了，在戏院发梦还是第一次~ 不过看见Shito她们看得那么开心，那就已经足够了吧~

过后我们在铜锣湾吃傍晚餐，我什么都忘了。。。只记得她们带着一张疲劳的脸孔

雨下好大 - 好大 - 好大，大得就好像世界快要末日了

车上回去的途中突然觉得不舍。。。你们回去诗巫记得要好好保重哦~

当你们回来古晋的时候那已经是明年的事了

不要忘记一起努力的时候，不要忘记一起欢乐的时候

不要忘记你们口中的“死小孩”和“大路痴”

小小的一条鱼离开了鱼缸

不是因为它想要得到自由

而是它想要更懂得珍惜鱼缸里的水

ANDeRsON: 小鱼儿

...... ...... ......

I think I'm not abalone killer

I have been too busy dealing with my QA part B assignment and also doing revision for micro-economic quiz 3...these're the reasons why i always can't concentrate on...

Haiz...

They always can't understand my feeling, my thinking...even my close friends

I'm not in mood to think of anything else other than final exam. But there's always the time when troubles come seek after you...

Anyway, i hate this kind of feeling...

我只是很烦，我希望可以终止一切的一切

擦干眼泪又得重新站起来。。。那我还需要哭什么？

Lunch at Life Cafe

Life Cafe's Spicy Noodles...I used to think their noodles are the best in Kuching average at its best, that's why i always try to intro this cafe to my friends and prove to them how perfect is it...

Well, this afternoon we were there having our lunch...

Spicy Noodles...and i used to separate it out, if not i can't eat, pedas like hell

"Egg pancake" for both of us which is worth RM4.50

This is Shito...and i enjoy having lunch with her cuz' we can talk almost everything

After we finished our lunch they automatically served us which cost around RM28.XX...Wow~

I have nothing can complain anymore..lol...

Anyway, today we get back the cash refund RM50 at level 3...and it's enough for me to spend in this week!

My Results...!!!

My QA mid-term exam result...thanks my QA lecturer~

She told me - Don't Give Up Anderson!!!

Accounting quiz 2...not that harder as i thought...

Anyway, i admit my accounting still at first level and low standard...
Must Study Hard!!!

Micro-Economic mid-term exam...and the result was Okay only~

...still don't know quiz 2 result and quiz 3 is fall on next next week...

No matter how complicated is it...

Just Try My Best!!!

99th Post...

...and i was there last Saturday night - H' Chicken at Sarawak Plazza for celebrating one of my close friend Yon Choon's Birthday party...11 people which also included Cindy them...

I love this photo so much cuz' it looks like my birthday party...and the camera was focusing on me ONLY, haha...

A wonderful night...with them...

Besides that, i had completed my accounting assignment 100%...this morning went to bookstore with shito them for printing and sending the soft copy to our lecturer Damien...finally ah~ We done our third assignment...

I wish i can get over 19 out of 25...

...and now i'm just waiting for the next assignment which is QA - part B only...

Anyway, tonight i plan to finish my accounting homeworks since i'm so free now...

Final is coming soon...!!! I do hope i'm motivated to start studying now...it suppose to be like that right?

never do revision last minute one...lol...加油 Fish  

:)

A very short updated

 My new toy (Small Green)...but it doesn't knows how to shake...Stupid!!!

I enjoy driving my car cuz' every time when facing traffic jam i have an object can staring at...sometimes just too bored sit alone in car lo...so i decided to put more things inside my car~

Cute ah...

Tonight we went to Kado had our dinner since we have already done our accounting assignment and only left the cover sheet, trying to make a celebration with them, and its just for fun only~

Me and Shito

Ermm...nothing to write...

By the way...I have to print out the assignment first...since I'm a Captain of this group

That's all

Just an Ordinary Post

Random post only...

I'm just too tired and bored~ After finished doing my QA exercises, i quickly switch on my laptop continue my accounting assignment works, except busy i don't know what word i still can use to describe my life recently...

Never ending works...

Too many things need to settle down in this week, plus final exam is around the corner again~ There's really no point for me to play Facebook or other things

Last night went to Hock Lee with mum, she bought a pink color T-shirt for me its what i always wanted and as a motivation for me to study harder, my opinion only...haha~

Can i really...?

Some people just complaint my new T-shirt's color too bright, or too pink...I don't mind then~
Haha...

and...one thing i just slowly realize that~

She is smarter than ME...really cannot compare with her liaoOoOoOoOOoOooOOOooooO
Give Up

Anyway, i felt so proud for my QA mid term test result...even though can't get FULL mark? LOL
Thanks my QA lecturer, she is just a busy body only post my result on BB only~

That's all...for tonight!!!

心墙 - 郭静

一个人　眺望碧海和蓝天

在心里面　那抹灰就淡一些

海豚从眼前飞越

我看见了最阳光的笑脸

好时光都该被宝贝　因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远

不计画太多　反而能勇敢冒险

丰富地过每一天　快乐地看每一天

第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸

有什么故事好想了解　

我感觉我懂你的特别


你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗

偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光

就算你有一道墙

我的爱会攀上窗台盛放

打开窗你会看到悲伤融化

你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

（这首歌会让我想起某个人，不过那种感觉已变成了坏感觉。。）